stars and boulevards

it’s kind of sad how not excited i am for tomorrow.. i used to love christmas, but now that i’m older, i just see all the stress it brings to my family. how unfortunate, that all the magic is gone for me.

EDIT: apparently, a family member of mine thinks i need a new attitude after reading this. i think my dad needs to get a job, start contributing for once, and stop spending ridiculous amounts of money on things he doesn’t need, so that my mother isn’t angry all the time. i don’t think i need a new attitude, just a new father.